Quick Update

Ok I am offically at MCTI and I know it's been a while since I last updated. I have been busy with school things and stuff. I am relived that I am finally doing something with my life. I have the whole month of March to be here and then on April 2nd I leave for home for a week and then it's back to school. I will be going on my first train ride and kinda looking foreward to it. Well I will try to update more since I have a password to the computer lab and I will take advantage of it.

I have been doing a lot of reading and soul searching since I have been here and since this coming week will be different from my first week which was pretty busy. I will be getting more into school work. I will be doing a lot of studying once I get more into the term.

One more day

I can't believe the day is finally here and soon I will be on my way to MCTI and a better future. Time flies by so fast and it seems that it was only yesterday that I met with Sarah and I broke down and then after I have been waiting the day to come and soon it will be here.

Tomorrow I have to fianalized everything and make sure I have everything I need to take with me. I just can't wait till I finally start and see where my life takes me.

My day

I spent the day with Tom. I went to church with him and then we came back here to relax. Were waiting for a call from Matt to see when he wanted to out to dinner with us. Then we went to dinner at 6:30. Went to a new place in downtown Utica called Shamrocks. I never went there but Tom and Matt did. Anyways, every time I am with Tom, every now and then he talks dirty to me. Like for example we were talking on the phone and he was singing get o tof your clothes and into my car and yes he really said this to me and he is supposed to be going into the priesthood. He told me that he wanted to get that out of his system and he still makes those kids of comments to me. He isn't going back into the semary until the fall. By then I hope to have a guy I am dating.

It's easy to give up when you don't even try

I always take the easy way out and I always give up. How the hell am I ever gonna learn anything if I don't even try. This goes for learning the guitar. If I want something bad enough I have to keep focus and try my best until I succeed.

MCTI is my stepping stone to bigger and better things and I have to do what to takes to get where I want to go I have work hard and that is what I have to do. I know what God will help guide me through out my life and lead me to the right direction.

I have 4 more days until I leave. I am almost ready to move out there for 6 months and learn all I can that will help me graduate so that I can get a decent job rather than working retail.

I see what I was telling myself in my friend Angela. She is in the same boat I am until I made the decision to move on to another boat that will take me to another direction in my life. I will never be in the boat again.

Wanting/Needing/ and Saving

There is a difference between wanting something and needing something. It's simple just look at the word wanting.

• Wanting something like that diamond necklace that you can't afford but really want it but you don't really need but want it anyway.
  
• Then needing something is that thing that you need in life like everyday necessities like Shampoo.

I lot of people when they get money they instantly want to spend it. Then that is when you have to think about the situation. That urge tells you to go shopping but the real thing is that you need to be saving it. Example: The urge is telling you that now that you have the money you have to go get that things that you have been wanting. It's not gonna kill you if you don't get it. Once you get it and you ask yourself did I really need to spend that much money and do I really need it. It's ok to spend the money on something you have been working hard ot get. Like if you lose 100 lbs and that is when you can spend that money on that special something you want.

Another Dream about my Grandma

I had a dream last night and I was at a house. I don't know if it was my house but I was in my bedroom. It was a new house and we had people come by to look at it kind alike a open house. Towards the end of my dream before I woke up I was in my room and and my grandma comes in my room. She had a smile on her face. This was like my 6th dream about her. I do miss her but I know that every time I dream about her she is smiling. My mom tells me that when she is smiling means that she isn't suffering.
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This is my dream dress. Its from Platinum for Priscilla of Boston. It's a very expensive dress that costs $5,000 and up. Strapless gown with beaded pearl bodice, full A-line front, 3-tiered embroidered train. Available in Ivory Silk Satin and White Silk Satin.

I don't care about the price all I care about is that I found the dress that will make me looking beautiful and that will beat Amanda's (my ex's wife) wedding dress. You can't see the bottom but only a little. All of their gown are hand swen and I love how the bodice, skirt, and train of the gown has a lot of beading to it.

Countdown : 6 days to go

I can't believe it that i have 6 more days to go until leave for MCTI. I am a little excited. I know that by going I will have a happier life. I just want to start so I can get finished and start looking for a job and start living my life. When Tuesday come I will be counting down to days till I graduate.

Yesterday I was talking to my mom on the phone while she was at work. I was telling her that once I get a job I will be saving for a car. She then is always negative and says that why don't you wait until we get a another car and we will give you the Mercury Sable and you can pay the insurance on that. I want my own car that I can pick out and my mom won't have any say so. I am 30 years old and my mom it still over protected of me. What I am trying to do is make my own decisions but have all this negative energy coming at me.

I can't wait till I have my life under my control with out my mom and dad having any say so.

Remeber the 80's

1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word SIKE.
2. You can sing the rap to the Fresh Prince of Bel-Air and can do the Carlton
3. You know that 'WOAH' comes from Joey on Blossom
4. If you ever watched 'Fraggle Rock'
5. It was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons.
6. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head.
7. You got super-excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school.
8. You made your mom buy one of those clips that would hold your shirt in a knot on the side.
9. You played the game 'MASH'(Mansion, Apartment, Shelter, House)
10. You wore stonewashed Jordache jean jackets and were proud of it.
11. You know the profound meaning of ' WAX ON , WAX OFF'
12. You wanted to be a Goonie.
13. You ever wore fluorescent clothing. (Some of us...head-to-toe)
14. You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell off, his cheeks shifted and his nationality became questionable.
15. You have ever pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf.
16. You took lunch boxes to school...and traded Garbage Pail Kids in the schoolyard.
17. You remember the CRAZE, then the BANNING of slap bracelets.
18. You still get the urge to say 'NOT' after every sentence.
19. You thought your childhood friends would never leave because you exchanged handmade friendship bracelets.
21. You ever owned a pair of Jelly-Shoes.
22. After you saw Pee-Wee's Big Adventure you kept saying 'I know you are, but what am I?'
23. You remember 'I've fallen and I can't get up'
24. You remember going to the skating rink before there were inline skates.
25.. You have ever played with a Skip-It.
26. You remember boom boxes and walking around with one on your shoulder like you were all that.
27. You remember watching both Gremlins movies.
28. You thought Doogie Howser/Samantha Micelli was hot.
29. You remember Alf, the lil furry brown alien from Melmac.
30. You remember New Kids on the Block when they were cool... and don't even flinch when people refer to them as 'NKOTB'
31. You knew all the characters names and their life stories on 'Saved By The Bell,' The ORIGINAL class.
32. You know all the words to Bon Jovi - SHOT THROUGH THE HEART.
33. You just sang those words to yourself.
34. You still sing 'We are the World'
35. You tight rolled or french cuffed your jeans. And still debate on which is the right term!
36. You owned a bannana clip.
37. You remember 'Where's the Beef?'
38. You used to (and probably still do) say 'What you talkin' 'bout Willis?'
39. You're still singing shot through the heart in your head, aren't you!

Vegas

I can't believe that time is going by fast and soon I will be on my way to MCTI. My sister IMed me on Facebook and she was asking if we were still planning on going to Vegas for my 30th since I will turn 30 when I am up at school. I told her that I thought we weren't going since she has a trip planned to Poland then she said that we can still go end of July beginning of August for 5 days. I am hoping that I will be able to go I need wanted to do this for a while.

Taurus Outlook for 2009

It's time to celebrate yourself, Taurus! You are pouring yourself into your life's mission and rejuvenating yourself with abundant thinking, which attracts great things to you. You're diligently creating a public arena where opportunities will emerge for you to be a teacher or messenger. Engagements for speaking, writing and sharing your thoughts will open up. Other people will be inspired by your enthusiasm and insight, and will support you in accomplishing your goals.

Taurus's excitement radiates more than ever this year, bringing with it a magnificent energy the world has been lacking. As you embrace the power of your heart and spirit, you are allowing yourself to transform and align with a universal energy source. You discover the space for your creativity to flow and abundantly bring the truth of your being into the world. Your focus on your connection with a higher purpose brings out the best in you and refines your self-expression.

You appreciate all the expansive shifts that are taking place in your life, and you are learning to break up routines and old patterns of rigidity. This allows you a new level of awareness and acceptance of your ultimate purpose. Pay attention to what has heart and meaning. Express your truth and you will advance. You will find avenues to bring your talents and belief systems to philanthropic endeavors. By the end of the year, you will be able to slow down a bit and find more time to enjoy the new you that you have created.

Amazing

Horoscope for February 13, 2009

In spite of your feelings to the contrary, you are bound to be successful. It is likely that you are involved in some sort of group project that is requiring a lot of time and effort of you. All indications are that those efforts will pay off shortly. Continue to work those long hours, even if it means pulling an all-nighter or two. In just a few months time you will have caught up on your sleep and will be rolling in the money.
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When I saw this I knew my future was on the right track. I has a weird dream last night, I was playing a slot game at a hotel lobby. I was next to Kara (Jeana's daughter from the real house wife's of Orange Country). This was my second dream that I had of her that she was in it. I guess I was friends with her. Anyways, I had won over 2,000 dollars but what happened was the women came and I couldn't find my purse and then my mom came and told me that my purse was in the hotel room. Then after I woke up so I don't know what would of happened after.

Then I went on dreammoods.com and looked for money and this is what it says......

• To see or win money in your dream, symbolizes that success and prosperity is within your reach. Money may represent confidence, self-worth, success, or values. You have much belief in yourself. Alternatively, dreaming about money, refers to your attitudes about love and matters of the heart. It is frequently a symbol for sexuality and power. In particular, finding money indicates your quest for love or for power.

This makes me happy to know that in the future I will be seeing successs and that I have been wanting for a long time and I can't wait will I finally see my dreams coming true. All I want is to be successful and make a lot of money to where I can buy things I want and still not have to worry about if I have enough in the bank.

I'm freaking out

I was watching the Clean House on Style Network and when it was finished it was Dress my Nest and I heard a name I recognized and she said she was from Michigan and yes it was her it was Angie Greenup. She hasn't changed at all. I guess she now lives in California. I guess she was on The Price is right and she won some furniture on the showcase showdown and she hates and wanted Thom (from Queer Eye for the straight guy) to fix her house up. She owns a company called So Cal Booty Camp.

Wedding Reviewer Part 2

I was thinking that once I have money rolling in and I have a car of my own that I will be trying out the !st place to 5th place and seeing if these Wedding vendors are the best in Metro Detroit. I know that I can't right away book a Venue but I will try my best to get other brides reviews. I will be reviewing......

• Bakers
• Photographers
  

Update

Last Friday My parents,sister, and I went to my old neighborhood. I didn't want to go back but I had no other choice. It's hard to go back to my past to where I grew up but in the end I was ok with it. My grandmas old house and the ones and the 2 my parents used to own are all owned by Mexicans who are fixing it up. I am glad to see that they aren't ruined.

Then Last night I was on my phone checking Facebook and my ex-boyfriends wife posted some of her wedding pictures. I never thought I would ever see them but I am kinda glad that I did.I will be having a much better and more expensive wedding than theirs. The Wedding pictures turned out crappy, the cake looked horrible and not to mention she only had a Maid of Honor and one Bridesmaid. Her Dress and the bridesmaids dresses looked ugly and the flowers were also ugly. She has no style or class even though she pretends too.

I will have all the best vendors that I can afford and it will all be put together beautify.

My Horoscope

My Horoscope for February 5, 2009

If you have had a long-standing interest in film or photography, today would be a good day to explore that interest further, Kristine. You will likely receive an opportunity to learn some of the intricacies of the craft. And who knows, maybe you will decide to go into the business on a professional basis. If indeed this is your true love, you should find a way to incorporate it into your life in whatever way possible.
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I have so many dreams and one of them is to get into photography. I want to buy myself a professional camera and learn how to take really good photographs. It's a hobby so I don't care if it doesn't turn into something professional.

I am still tying to figure out if my dream of becoming a Massage Therapist is still alive deep inside of me. I have a lot to focus on. To my #1 focus at MCTI and finding a job after I graduate to really think about what i really want out of my life.

A Really Good Dream

I just had a really good dream last night. It all started when my family and I went over my cosin Thresa's house. I didn't see Rob my cousins husband and my dad but it had her sons TJ an drew. We were sitting at the table eating dinner then after it went to me making out with a guy. I don't remmebber his name though. I think it was Dave but anyways when we were leaving and I kissed and hudgged my cousin good-bye she told me that I had a glow to my face. Then my dream turned to me at home on the computer with my friend Tom behimd me. He saw that I hs some persoal ads through my e-mail and I don't remember what he said. Then at he end and the greatest part is that I got married. It was was some glitsy hollywood banquet area. It looked awesome. I was in the womans room to where the bride and other woman could do their thing. I hung up my dress like it was a showing at a meusum. I looked up and there was my cosun Janae and Kim Kardashian congrating me. By them I had already changed and I walked back to my seat. You think that I would of sat by my husband but I was sitting my mom mom and dad. I don't know where my sisters were or by that fact my husband. As I was getting my slef comfortable I look up and it was Khole Kardashian. I got up to give her a hug. She said to me hi my bestfriend congratualtions then we hugged. Then I woke up.

Wow! Now that was a good dream. I hope when I move to California I will get the chance to meet some celebrities and become friends with them.

21 more days

I will be studying my ass off to be able to pass my classes so I can graduate in 6 months I can't believe that days are getting closer and I just can't wait to start and be finished with MCTI. I just want my life to start. To start working and saving money so I can buy my own car.. This will be a good experience for me knowing that it is like to live in a dorm like my sisters experienced.

The countdown

The countdown is on and I am excited. I am finally gonna be doing something with my life. MCTI is just a stepping stone to bigger and better things. I don't want to go but its something I have to do in order for me to be successful in my life. I leave on February 24th and my first day is February 25th. Then I am in school through July. On July 11th I graduate. Then when I arrive at home the next ay my first call will be to Sarah telling her I am ready for my process to finding a good full time job.

I want to go to Poland, Prague and Budapest with my sister on Aug 27 to Sept 14 but I dont know if I I'll be able to go but I'll have to wait and see.

New Career

I wanna start a new career in the wedding industry. I think I would call it Wedding Reviewer Since I love weddings so much/ I wanna have a website were bides can go to like the knot but I want to be the main source for brides. Such as the best of the best Brides can e-mail me their vendor reviews and based on the most of good reviews on a grading scale. I will start of with the Best of the Best of Metro Detroit.

I will have reviews on the best

• Reception Venue
• Photographer
  
• Videographer
• Baker
• and many more......

I will be there for the bride. I also want to able to work with the vendor somehow. Have them tell me what they offer and I can put it on my site and I will post the bride reviews along with that Vendor.

Process to MCTI

I already accomplished a goal on my list and that was attend MCTI since I am leaving in 24 days. I already marked that off.

• ~ Attend MCTI (Accomplish Date :February 24, 2009)

During school my main focus is to study hard to get good grades in order for me to go to my next step and that step is to graduate.

Then the next step is to find a full time job and once I do that save enough money to put a down payment on a used car. For that I am going to my cousin. He is a used car manager. I rather go to him and give him the commission rather than someone I don't trust and give him the commission on my sale.