Too many emotions

There are many emotions running through my head.

To start today Tom and I spent the day together and what really got to me was when he dropped me off and this is how the night ended:

Tom: If you give me a kiss I'll walk you to the door

Me: I'm not giving you a kiss

Tom: Then I'm not walking you to the door.

What does it mean. I don't know it gets me confused. That caught my by suprise.

Then work is so overwhelming. I'm trying to get a failing business back on its feet. But it's too much for me.

I care more then the owners do. I give my advice and they don't take it. I wanna look for another job. I like the fact that I have my nights and weekends off.

I JUST DON'T KNOW ANYMORE!!!