Sunday, April 20, 2008

My Hobbies

I have added a lot of hobbies that I enjoy doing.
  • Singing
  • Dancing
  • Writing poetry
  • Writing songs
  • Making Memory Books
  • Making Jewelry
  • Playing the Guitar
  • Photography
  • Massaging Theripest
  • Website Designer

From what I have listed it's a lot of things and from a few of them I could actually get a job doing it and I would enjoy it. But first I must find what I am meant to do in life. Now I need to get my foot in the door in some of them and see if I would turn this into a career.

I have a lot of thinking to do and I don't know where to start.

Saturday, April 19, 2008

Michigan Stadium: The Big House


Every time year I go to a game I get excited. When I step inside Michigan Stadium other wise known as The Big House. There is a reason for that. It is the largest stadium in any other college. The Big House is a proud University of Michigan tradition. the first time I was here was back in the 90's it is the only college stadium I have ever been to.

Whenever I attend a game I get this feeling that can not be explained. To look at all the fans and hear Marching Band play. It's something to see if you are a University of Michigan fan. Just go to one game and you will see what I am talking about. I have gone to a game every year since my sister got season tickets. I look forward to this every year. I also can't wait till football season to begin.That is usually in the beginning to September.

When any oppoinet team fan steps inside The Big House. They will know why a Michigan fan says: It's great to be a Michigan Wolvervie. There is no prouder tradition then at the University of Michigan.Not to mention the University of Michigan Fight song is the best college fight song ever written.

Ok, I have to admit I am also a Michigan State Fan. I have been that since the 6th grade but I have been a Michigan Fan all my life and it's a great feeling to be one. Both of my sisters are Alum's from there. My older sister graduated in 1998 and last year 2007 my younger sister graduated from there.

So if you want to know why it's great to be a Michigan Wolverine. Just attend a home game and step inside The BIG HOUSE and you will know what I am talking about.

The most important things in my life

The most important things in my life..............

  1. Faith
  2. Family/Heritage
  3. Friends
  4. Music
  • My faith in God will always be #1. He died for my sins and he forgives me when I have sined. Believing in him I know I have some I can turn to when I am in need of help.
  • My family means a lot to me. With out them my life would suck. My grandma meant a lot to me she passes away last month and now she is gone but she is in a better place with other loved ones. Along with my family I can't forget my heritage. I am polish and proud of it.
  • My friends also mean a lot to me. With out them I would be alone.
  • Last but not least MUSIC. Music will always be a big part in my life. It has been since I was a little girl and as far as I can remember. I listen to it when I am happy,sad,alone, been through a lot of hard times. Music will always be in my life and it can never judge me or leave me. It is always there when I need it. I can say it's like my best friend but if I did I'd be pathetic. Which I am not. There are a lot of different kinds of music out there. Whenver I feel in the mood I listen to what ever I want. That can range from Pop,Rock,R&B,some country,Alternative,Rap. What ever it is I will listen to it.

Friday, April 18, 2008

Music

A long time ago back in my teens. I had written some songs then I look back on them a few years lonter when I was reading them I was like wow this doesn't make sense at all so I turned them into poems. Then I really don't remember how I wanted to play the guitar. I think it was when my friend Elliot was talking about his brother selling his electric guitar and I had thought about it and I had bought it then sat in my room until years later I bought a DVD called Guitar for dummies.I needed a amp to play it. Till that day I still haven't gotten one but this year I will. I have bought a coard for it and a new beginners book for me to practice on.

I am in the process of learning my guitar and knowing now to read music notes. I really don't care if my songs don't make it to the top 10 list. Music has been very important to me. I first started listening to music then writing it and now I want play it. I did join the band in 5th and 6th grade. I played the clarinet and was horrible at it. I gave that up. So I focused on choir. I love to sing, even though I am not good at it. I am not tone death.....I know how carry a tune.

Anyways, so music had been with me my whole life. I consider it therapy. I know that by me writing my own music will enable me to go further in my music knowledge. I forgot to mention that in the past when I moved for the first time my parents got us a keyboard. I tried to learn that but I gave up cause I didn't have the patience to learn something so hard even though I loved how it sounded. Maybe one day I will learn a little bit of it. Until them I am focusing on learning the guitar. It's a easier instrument to learn but a pain to play it but I know that from practice I will learn how to play it.

More to come....I am not finished


Written On:Thursday, April 17, 2008

Well, a few years ago. I had bought a guitar from my friend Tim and since I had bought it from him I put it aside and I also have been on a couple occasions took it out to get a feel for it and try to practice with it. I need to buy a amp for it cause it's a electric. It's a pretty sweet guitar. I was thinking about selling it but I have thought about it and it's gonna be my new hobby.

The reason I bought this was I wanted to learn how to play the guitar so I can turn my poetry into songs. I wanted to learn the keyboard but I tired and the guitar is a better instrument and easier to play. You may think that I don't seem like the person to play a instrument like the guitar cause it's more of a rock star image and I am far from that.

Once I learn the guitar I might buy a acoustic one. I think it's a better guitar to write songs on.

Saturday, April 12, 2008

Tally Hall FUN FACT

FUN FACT:
When I see a tie. It will remind me of Tally Hall.

TIE FUN FACT:
When I see a yellow tie. It will remind me of Rob.
When I see a red tie. It will remind me of Joe.
When I see a blue tie. It will remind me of Zubin.
When I see a green tie. It will remind me of Andrew.
When I see a grey tie. It will remind me of Ross.

Friday, April 11, 2008

Tally Hall Birthdays

I found this on the Tally Hall message board. This is their birthday's from oldest to youngest.
Joe- September 23 1982
Rob- august 26th, 1983
Andrew-October 12 1983
Zubin- September 16, 1984
Ross - January 30 1985

Man do I feel old, I have never liked a band that was younger than me and also that wasn't famous. I am writing a letter to Ellen Degeneres and see I can get them on her show and have a little more publicity for Tally Hall rather on the Late Late Show with Craig Ferguson.

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Tally Hall Fanatic

Well I am considering myself a Tally Hall Fanatic. I can't stop listening to their CD and I am on their message Boards everyday more than once. I hope they make it famous one day. I am planning on attending one of their concerts one day either in Ann Arbor or somewhere closer if they play. I am also going to be practicing my guitar. I need to buy a amp cause I have a electrical one.

I hope to write songs and have my one music one day. Just for fun.

Rob Cantor: Yellow - - Guitar and vocals

Joe Hawley: Red - Guitar and vocals

Zubin Sedghi: Blue - Bass and vocals

Andrew Horowitz: Green - Keyboards and vocals

Ross Federman: Grey - Drums (2004-present)

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

Tally Hall

WOW!! All I can say is WOW. This a a band from Ann Arbor,Michigan. The first time I had heard about them was a few years ago from my younger sister. She went to the University of Michigan and Tally Hall is from there. Anyways, she had showed me the video for Banana Man and I instantly loved the video. It's was something I had never seen before. Now I am a big Tally Hall Fan. I just ordered their CD from Amazon. The day before they re released it on April 4th. My younger sisters 23ed birthday. She was the one that told me about them. All of the band members are from MI except Andrew and not to mention they all went to U of M. I can't stop listening to their Cd on my I-Pod.

I am on their message boards on a daily basics more then once. I have never been into a band like this and it's good to support someone like them. The band members are Rob,Joe,Zubin, Ross, and Andrew. Rob and Joe play the gutair, Zubin plays the Bass, Ross plays the drums, and Andrew plays the keyboard. And Rob,Joe, adn Zubin all sing and sometime Andrew does.

Monday, April 07, 2008

Wedding Fanatic

Even though I am not a Bride-2-Be yet. I am a wedding fanatic and I love everything about weddings. I have been to many weddings so I know a good one from a bad one. I have been doing a lot of research from past to present brides on their vendor reviews. From the Knot.com and so on. I am hopping to help many brides in their wedding planning through my website. I don't have any bride reviews but I do have my own reviews of what I think about a vendor through their website and look at their work.

I live around the Metro Detroit Area. I have found out that their a lot of talented people in my area. I am hoping when I do start wedding planning. I will use a lot of them.

I have been to many family, friends of the family, and my own friends weddings. So I know a good wedding from a bad one. Also I have been to many Banquet Halls and I have many reviews on that.

Monday, March 31, 2008

findagrave.com

I was looking for some information about the singer Selena. I has googled her and found a site called find a grave. I had looked at it and it was cool that I had found that cause it a memoral for those who have passed away. I had also looked for a friend of mine that died in 1996 and I was suprised to see her on there too.

So after my grandma had passed away a couple weeks ago. I though I should do this too. In memory of her. I also put my moms dad and brothers on there too.

If you want to check out the memorial click on this link: findagrave.com and it will take you to the search area where you can look on my grandmas memorial page. On that page put in Mary Chryczyk and it will take you to the page.

Thursday, March 13, 2008

Busia's Gone

My Busia (Grandma) passed away this evening at 6:19 pm. I could not stop crying, My eyes are sore and I don't think its really gonna sink in until Saturday and the furnal on Monday. I am happy to know that she is in a better place and is happy to see her husband and my uncles and all the other people who have passed.

My grandmas was very strong to live this long. She had a happy and long life and she is a fighter and the Priest gave her last prayer and she closed her eyes. The Priest told her that it was ok to let go and give up cause it was time and she will have her loved ones waiting up in heaven for her. I seen her die and that It will be something I will never forget. The aide sat her up and the told us it wouldn't be too long until she is gone. My grandma gurgled and took a deep breath, closed her mouth and she was gone. The aide had to get the nurse to check if it was true and it was.It was a peaceful death.

My grandma meant to world to me. I will miss her very much and I expect to cry this whole weekend and so on. If I have a daughter I will name her Mary (after my grandma) and her middle name will be Catherine after my grandma's last name initial cause she didn't have a middle name.

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Can't stop thinking about him

Tom called me today. I miss him but I know that he is coming home night and he will be here for the weekend. I'd feel better knowing that I was for sure gonna see him. Most of the time he is all I think about. I don't know how friendship turned into something more. I never saw myself dating a friend but I believe that things happen for a reason and if we are meant to be together then it will happen when the time is right. If we are flirting this much then something is about to happen soon. As they say good things come to those who wait. I believe this with all my heart and soul. IF we do get together and become a couple and in the future he pops the question and asks me to marry him then I will know it was meant to be. I don't want to lose a friendship. I guess after my ex and I broke up and we still remained friends.

I don't know when it all began when I developed these feelings for him. But somehow I did. Well anyways enough of him. I filled out some applications. Some online and I one in person. I went to Bed Bath and Beyond. I can't wait till I get married so I can start picking out stuff for my registry. That store has a lot of cool stuff for your house.

Update: I just got off the phone with him and I am happy. I will be doing something with him this weekend on Saturday. Yay. I am so excited. More flirting to come.

Saturday, March 08, 2008

He called

Tom called me today from Florida. He called my cell I didn't answer then he called my house. It was good to hear his voice. I wonder if he is gonna go through the priest hood since he is taking classes but I think he is starting to change his mind. I can picture myself marring him. I get along with him and he can make me laugh and I can not believe that I could like a friend like this.

Friday, March 07, 2008

My Heart and Soul

My life is changing. I am heading towards a whole new part of my life. I am not that passionate about being a Massage Therapist but now I am looking towards Photography. I am also interested in trying new things like being a Vegetarian and changing my style. I have a whole new outlook on life and I am positive I will become successful one day in whatever I am meant to do in life.

Now the only thing I have to do is get a steady full time job and start learning about photography.

Thursday, March 06, 2008

He left fot a week

Tom is going to Florida today and I am so sad. I didn't talk to him yesterday but he is only going for a week. I am jealous that he is going to warmer weather when it's going to be shitty here. I will miss him but I know that I would of been missing him more if we were dating.

My sister told me that the wine trip is in September and I am getting excited to finally go back there. I am hoping that I can get a job soon so I can save enough money for that trip. I haven't been back to Cali since 2005. I get to see Lola ( my older sister's friend's dog). It's a cute puggle.

I am going to head out to Target and fill out a application. I really need to get a job. I really don't want to work in retail but if that will get me a job then I will do it.

Wednesday, March 05, 2008

True Feelings

I can not stop thinking about Tom. I can't sleep cause he's on my mind. Also he's been calling me every night. We talked for a bit last night. I know these feeling are real and not cause I want love. I haven't felt this way in a long time and I am starting to fall in love. I do love him as a friend but to love him as something more has to take time and to start dating him. I am wondering when and how he will tell me that he has feeling for me. I never thought that I would ever fall for him and also a friend.

I can see myself marring him. I love his family. I get along with them I have known them for about 8 years. As long as I have known Tom. He is the type of guy I am looking for. He is Catholic and he comes from a good family, he has a good heart, and now what really gets me is that he now wants to get married and have kids. But there is a negative side to this. I met Tom through my ex and at first it was hard for me to handle the ex situation but I got over it and I moved on. I tend to leave my past behind but this time it's different. I keep on thinking if we do ever get together and become a couple and he does pop the question and I say yes then I will have to deal with my ex and see him again.

Thursday, February 28, 2008

Good things come for those who wait.

I may be overacting from when he asked me to give him advice on other girls. From all the good things that have been happening from the flirting we have been doing. But I will have to wait and see. What ever will happen will happen and all things will happen for a reason and who ever takes the first step there will be a time for it. All I can think about is him. Why I don't know. In the beginning I had denied my feelings for him but then when I got real that feeling that I had was gone. I know that I liked him and as days went by and I didn't see him as much. The saying is true distance does make the heart grow fonder. Even though I am not in a relationship with him. I am falling for him more every day. I get butterflies in my stomach every time I do think about him. I am starting to listen to love songs more. I wonder if he is my one true love that I will fall in love with and marry. I do think about that. How our wedding will be like and my new family that I will have. I wonder if that will ever come true. He may not be that good looking for a guy but he has a heart of gold with good family morals and the good thing is that he wants kinds now after spending time with a boy that he watched from this church he attended for a short time and of course his nephew.

When we were at McDonald's waiting for his friends. He was saying if we ever had a baby it would be 100% polish for me and half polish and half Italian for him. It makes me wonder what he is thinking. I just wish that he would grow some bigger balls and tell me he likes me and that is if he does. He also said that one day that he doesn't want a relationship cause he has a lot going on with his life.

My e-mail

I had e-mailed a friend about my current situation involving My friend Tom. Here is my e-mail it's a lot more detailed from what my last post was about.

My email: I don't know if you can help me or not but I know you are good with advice and a married woman. So I know what ever advice you give me will help. I have been really confused about my friend Tom. I hung out with him a couple days ago and since I am falling for him.. When I hang out with him he says he misses me and then he talks to people about me ( a good thing). He also finds ways to touch me. After he dropped me off he rolled down the window and asked me where his sugar was, so I blow him a kiss and he sad ohh and I walked away to go inside and not even a minute later he called me twice. I called him back to see if anything was wrong and he told me he misses me. He has invited me to go with him to Florida this summer and then his grandfather passed away last year and he might move into his grandfathers house and asked me if I wanted to move in with him. We had been talking about this before a few years ago. That was before I realized that I liked him.

Then there is the other side. He said that he likes this girl and wants my advice on how to ask her out. This makes me think why in the hell is he flirting with me and then he tells me this. I don't know if this is a way of him telling me that he likes me and wants to find a way to ask me out. I am so confused. I have never liked a friend before and if we do like each other and start dating I don't want to mess up our friendship.

Her reply: You can ask him what is up with all the flirting straight out. I mean do not beat around the bush. Ask him straight out why he asked for his sugar and asked if you wanted to move in with him. Also ask him what is with all the moves he has been putting on. It is always best to put it out there. There might not be another girl. He might be scared to tell you that he likes yu and maybe not sure how you feel about him. I know it is hard for you to come out in front and ask him what he is thinking and try to figure it out on your own without asking will just end up driving you crazy. You will just have to ask him up front. If you feel more comfortable you can always ask him over the phone.


Like I said the only way you will find out what is really on his mind you have to ask him. It is the only way you will know. If he does like you then it will not ruin the friendship. Even if he does not like you then your friendship will be ok. I know it is hard. But in the end just knowing the truth will make things so much better.

It is the best advice I can give you right now. You have to do the rest on your own. If you find out that he does like you I wish you both the best.

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Cleaning up my life

My life is really stressful from trying to to get a job to figuring out what I really want to do with my life. I am 28 almost 29 and I am going no where with my life. I am starting from outside then working on the inside. This is gonna take a lot of time but it's time for another change in my life. I am the only one that can make something of myself. I have 2 songs that get me through the rough times. Soar and Keep singing my song from my favorite singer Christina Aguilera. Ever since that CD came out back in 2003 I have been though some tough times but those songs always help me when I need it.

I am cleaning up my room organizing all the stuff that I don't need and putting them downstairs and I am throwing out my junkie desk that I got a long time ago from when I worked at K-Mart. I am going back to school so I can get my degree cause once I start something I have to finish it. I am going to be studying photography and web design. So I can make my own professional website and take my own professional pictures and have them on there. I also want to travel the world and see new things, and meet new people, and make new friends.