I may be overacting from when he asked me to give him advice on other girls. From all the good things that have been happening from the flirting we have been doing. But I will have to wait and see. What ever will happen will happen and all things will happen for a reason and who ever takes the first step there will be a time for it. All I can think about is him. Why I don't know. In the beginning I had denied my feelings for him but then when I got real that feeling that I had was gone. I know that I liked him and as days went by and I didn't see him as much. The saying is true distance does make the heart grow fonder. Even though I am not in a relationship with him. I am falling for him more every day. I get butterflies in my stomach every time I do think about him. I am starting to listen to love songs more. I wonder if he is my one true love that I will fall in love with and marry. I do think about that. How our wedding will be like and my new family that I will have. I wonder if that will ever come true. He may not be that good looking for a guy but he has a heart of gold with good family morals and the good thing is that he wants kinds now after spending time with a boy that he watched from this church he attended for a short time and of course his nephew.
When we were at McDonald's waiting for his friends. He was saying if we ever had a baby it would be 100% polish for me and half polish and half Italian for him. It makes me wonder what he is thinking. I just wish that he would grow some bigger balls and tell me he likes me and that is if he does. He also said that one day that he doesn't want a relationship cause he has a lot going on with his life.
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