Almost There

I talked to Tom last night for almost 3 hours. He told me that he's not going to be a priest. So that makes me 75% almost to where I need to know. All I need is to be assured by him telling me that he wants to take our friendship to another level and when that happens I will be there 100% and I can fully let my guards down and tell him my feeling for him. When I tell him I will have the weight lifted off my shoulders.

I can see myself being with him. A few years ago. I think it was 2008. I was with him and we were by Sarah's parents house. We were flirting with each other. I was holding his hand and he sat by me rubbing my leg.

Then when I was at The Motor City Casino when my mom was offered a free room. Elliot, Tim, and Tom were there. I was laying on the bed and he just jumped on top of me and layed next to me. Then there was that time when I was at his Grandfathers house last year and we took a walk and he grabed my hand and he held it.

How this all started when we went to church at St Peter & Paul church. When he went to shake my hand he gave me a kiss on the cheek. I didn't think anything of it.

I have grown to love him not only as a friend but I have feelings for him. I am completly in love with him.


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