It feels real

I have been doing a lot of research about moving to California. I don't think that my parents think it's real and that it's all talk but I am serious and I will show them it's real.

I been been looking at the California website to see what I need to do before I move out there . When I am ready to move I have to get a lot done. The first thing is to find a job then get a apartment and then apply for a driver licence. It's a lot of little things that I have to do and haven't really thought about.

I know my little sister wants to move out there but I don't know when she wants to. Right now I'll have my older sister and my cousion which is about an hour and 15 away form where I want to move to and I like to move in my sisters apartment complex. It's close to the freeway rap and that far away from downtown. It's not in a really good area but what I like about it is that it has underground parking and nice apartments.

I will wriete more later......

50% Sure

Well I have been thinking a lot more about standing up my friends wedding and I don't think I am . I don't even wanna go to the wedding. She's not that good of a freind. It's not like I hang out with her that often. She spends a lot of her time with her friend Kari. She recently reformed her friendship with her. I guess she is a friend from High School. If you think that I am gelous. I'm not.

Last night I was thinking about maybe standing up but now I am 50% sure I don't want to. So half of my mind is made up. I am still thinking about the pros and cons to this problem.

First Entry

Wow I have a blooger account now. I'm still gonna write in my Bloopdiary cause I have readers there. I have to use internet explorer for that cause firefox doesn't work with it. Anyways, I am looking for another job at the one I have now I don't get enough hours and I need money badly. I have a lot of things to save money for my first thing is to buy a car. That is all I am focused on and that I need a better job.

I have so much stress right now. Besides the fact that I am focusing on finding another job. I am still thinking about standing up to my freinds wedding. That is a long story and I will put more information about it later. Right now i am too tired to write anymore