More than freinds

I am falling for him each and every day. I had seem him for 3 days straight and I have been talking to him for the past 4 days. Also we went to the Mt Cleams Stars and Strips Fair a couple days ago and we did are usual; flirting like holding hands and putting our arms around each other. We shared a elephant ear that I fed to him and a root bear float. We also went on the scrambler ride together. I am seeing him today. My mom got another room for free at Motor City Casino/Hotel.

I haven't felt this way for a guy since my ex and not to mention I met Tom through him. So If I just so happen to start dating him and it leads to him being a boyfriend and maybe him being my soul mate and us getting married then my ex will probably be in our wedding party which I don't want but I have learned to move on and I am over him so it's ok.

This morning when I checked my e-mail my horoscope said that: Are you romantically attracted to someone whom you know through your work, Kristine? If so, this is not a good time to pursue it. Right now you just might be wearing your heart on your sleeve a little too obviously. This could be unsettling for your friend, and might therefore sabotage the very results you're hoping for. Be patient and let the relationship develop as it may. Your feelings could well be mutual!

This horoscope was so to the point except that I don't work with him cause we are both unemployed. I can't want to see him today. I miss him everyday and that is a start of something. LOVE is in the air.

I know I am in LOVE

You know you love someone when you can't put into words how they make you feel. You get butterflies in your stomach when you think of them. You can't stop thinking about them and you can't wait to see to see them again. When I get these feelings I know I am in LOVE.

"I fell asleep in your arms. You were with me in my dreams and I awoke with you in my heart".

Ready for Anything

I am excited. I am planning to go to California this September. I am hoping to lose 10 lbs by then that is at the most. I wanted to go with them to their group Wine trip but she told me that we can go on our own wine trip and I said ok. I just want to go visit my sisters and I want to see my sisters new car and their Friend and roommates dog Lola. I just miss going to California period. It's been 4 years since I was there. Everytime I hear the song Unwritten by Natasha Bedingfield it reminds me of California cause one of my favorite shows The Hills. 4 years has been way too long. But this will be my last trip before I get no freedom. I plan on going to MCTI for the Winter Term. I also need a vacation away from Michigan and my parents. I will come back refreshed and ready for anything.

A Better Life

As time goes by my weight loss of getting better and I lost another pound since June 10th. I weighted myself and I am now back to 250 lbs. So I am really excited to see the scale go down. Even though my weigh in isn't until tomorrow I weighted myself this morning and I can see my final goal get little closer. I am still trying to decide if I should go with Arising Images or The Shooting Gallery. They are both great photographers and I know I still have time to think about it but who ever I will pick will do a awesome job. I always read their blogs to keep up to date on what's new. I enjoy looking at their photographs and when I get married I will maybe have one of them be my photographer.

Anyways, I might be going back to school at Michigan Career Technical Institutes (MCTI). That school is a special trade school of people with learning disabilities (like myself). I can learn a trade that will help me get a job easier and my life better. I might wait until the winter term cause I want to go to California to visit my sisters and also I haven't been there since 2004. So I am do for a visit. This isn't something I want to do but It's a start to a better life.

A and E

Since I got my amp last week. I have been prating my chords on my guitar. My fingers are hurting but that is a good thing cause I am developing my left hand strength. I am also tiring to go to one chord to another. That is my biggest problem but I am getting the hang of it. I am trying to practice 20 minutes a day at least. I want to be able to play a song on it and the reason I got a guitar is to write my own music. I bought a electric guitar used from a friend of mine years ago and I just bought a amp this month. So I am hoping to get really good one day and maybe be in a band.