Good things come for those who wait.

I may be overacting from when he asked me to give him advice on other girls. From all the good things that have been happening from the flirting we have been doing. But I will have to wait and see. What ever will happen will happen and all things will happen for a reason and who ever takes the first step there will be a time for it. All I can think about is him. Why I don't know. In the beginning I had denied my feelings for him but then when I got real that feeling that I had was gone. I know that I liked him and as days went by and I didn't see him as much. The saying is true distance does make the heart grow fonder. Even though I am not in a relationship with him. I am falling for him more every day. I get butterflies in my stomach every time I do think about him. I am starting to listen to love songs more. I wonder if he is my one true love that I will fall in love with and marry. I do think about that. How our wedding will be like and my new family that I will have. I wonder if that will ever come true. He may not be that good looking for a guy but he has a heart of gold with good family morals and the good thing is that he wants kinds now after spending time with a boy that he watched from this church he attended for a short time and of course his nephew.

When we were at McDonald's waiting for his friends. He was saying if we ever had a baby it would be 100% polish for me and half polish and half Italian for him. It makes me wonder what he is thinking. I just wish that he would grow some bigger balls and tell me he likes me and that is if he does. He also said that one day that he doesn't want a relationship cause he has a lot going on with his life.

My e-mail

I had e-mailed a friend about my current situation involving My friend Tom. Here is my e-mail it's a lot more detailed from what my last post was about.

My email: I don't know if you can help me or not but I know you are good with advice and a married woman. So I know what ever advice you give me will help. I have been really confused about my friend Tom. I hung out with him a couple days ago and since I am falling for him.. When I hang out with him he says he misses me and then he talks to people about me ( a good thing). He also finds ways to touch me. After he dropped me off he rolled down the window and asked me where his sugar was, so I blow him a kiss and he sad ohh and I walked away to go inside and not even a minute later he called me twice. I called him back to see if anything was wrong and he told me he misses me. He has invited me to go with him to Florida this summer and then his grandfather passed away last year and he might move into his grandfathers house and asked me if I wanted to move in with him. We had been talking about this before a few years ago. That was before I realized that I liked him.

Then there is the other side. He said that he likes this girl and wants my advice on how to ask her out. This makes me think why in the hell is he flirting with me and then he tells me this. I don't know if this is a way of him telling me that he likes me and wants to find a way to ask me out. I am so confused. I have never liked a friend before and if we do like each other and start dating I don't want to mess up our friendship.

Her reply: You can ask him what is up with all the flirting straight out. I mean do not beat around the bush. Ask him straight out why he asked for his sugar and asked if you wanted to move in with him. Also ask him what is with all the moves he has been putting on. It is always best to put it out there. There might not be another girl. He might be scared to tell you that he likes yu and maybe not sure how you feel about him. I know it is hard for you to come out in front and ask him what he is thinking and try to figure it out on your own without asking will just end up driving you crazy. You will just have to ask him up front. If you feel more comfortable you can always ask him over the phone.

Like I said the only way you will find out what is really on his mind you have to ask him. It is the only way you will know. If he does like you then it will not ruin the friendship. Even if he does not like you then your friendship will be ok. I know it is hard. But in the end just knowing the truth will make things so much better.

It is the best advice I can give you right now. You have to do the rest on your own. If you find out that he does like you I wish you both the best.

Cleaning up my life

My life is really stressful from trying to to get a job to figuring out what I really want to do with my life. I am 28 almost 29 and I am going no where with my life. I am starting from outside then working on the inside. This is gonna take a lot of time but it's time for another change in my life. I am the only one that can make something of myself. I have 2 songs that get me through the rough times. Soar and Keep singing my song from my favorite singer Christina Aguilera. Ever since that CD came out back in 2003 I have been though some tough times but those songs always help me when I need it.

I am cleaning up my room organizing all the stuff that I don't need and putting them downstairs and I am throwing out my junkie desk that I got a long time ago from when I worked at K-Mart. I am going back to school so I can get my degree cause once I start something I have to finish it. I am going to be studying photography and web design. So I can make my own professional website and take my own professional pictures and have them on there. I also want to travel the world and see new things, and meet new people, and make new friends.

Love Compatibility of Taurus with Taurus

When two Bulls get together, they do it in a well-thought out, practical manner. It may not sound like the most romantic thing in the world, Taurus, but you don't believe in fairy tales - you see the world around you for what it really is. You're both into the great outdoors, and will enjoy hiking and gardening together. You love food as much as you love nature, so a perfect date would be a picnic in a meadow or a park. If you and your Taurus partner have similar ideas about love, family and money, this relationship could easily be a forever thing.

I found this on MySpace through the horoscopes and it's the love compatibility of Taurus with another Taurus. I found this interesting from the night I had last night. I will write about that later but the only odd thing about this is that he loves the outdoors and I don't like camping.

About last night - Well I went out with my friend Tom ( who I am liking more and falling for him) and we had a wonderful night. He picked me up then we went to Partage Creek and walked around talked and went to Starbucks. He got a Venti Hot Choclate and I got a Grande Chi Tea Latte. We sat by the fireplace and talked about some personal things that are going through out lives. Then we headed out to Metro Airport cause he had to pick up Sal ( the guy who took care of Tom's grandfather before he died). But the things that he says to me I can't believe what I hear but from my previous post I found online that it means he likes me.

Here a few of the things that he says to me: He says me loves me,he misses me, last night the called me right after he dropped me off and not to mention that he it one phone call after another. I thought something had happened but then I asked him if any thing has happed and he said he missed me. When I got ou tof the car he said me if he can have some sugar and I blow a kiss at him and then I walked away and smacked my ass and he said ohh baby. He also takes about me to other people. I am falling for him more and more every day. I know these these are true feelings not that I want someone cause I am lonely. He told me that he doesn't want to date anyone cause he is going through a lot lately and that goes for me. I have too much on my mind.

Update: I just got off the phone with Tom and he was telling me that he likes this girl named Sheryl and wants to get my advice on how to ask her out. He is playing with my emotions. What an idiot. I can't gotrhrough with this anymore. It's either he likes me or not. I hate that is flirts with me and then he tells me this shit.

What are signs a guy likes you that you might be missing?

Signs a guy likes you

• I think the most obvious signs a guy likes you is when he says the dumbest things just to keep talking. I say this because a guy I really like does that to me but he doesn't want to admit that he likes me. Because he thinks I will laugh. Also if a guy tries to hold your hand or starts talking dirty as a joke its totally obvious.

• one of the most obvious signs that a guy likes you is that he will just always stare at you even if they don't know you, they will just stare at you from a distance hoping that you will notice them

• Most likely a guy will just stare at you a lot of the time and when you look his way he just stops looking at you until you look away. He will always ask only you for stuff they really don't need. Just so that they can get yur attention or he just wants to small talk or even make you laugh!

• I agree!! when a guy likes you, you notice them always staring at you, looking until they notice your looking to so they know that you are intrested at least, I also think when a guy calls you at random times or calls you a few times a day just to say hi, means that he is intrested. it also makes you feel good, I think its the sweetest thing.

• when a guy likes to play around a lot and glance his eye at you a lot even when your looking. he makes up nicknames and picks on you for fun because he nos it will be a funny joke and not serious to make you mad. when your angry he will feel sad for you and tell you he's sorry if he bothered u. they also will take up for u.

• HE WILL RESPECT YOU A WANT TO KEEP IT REAL ABOUT IT ALL. HE'LL ALSO TELL YOU THE TRUTH ABOUT YOURSELF.BUT NEVER SAY IT DIRESPECTFULLY.

• yeah agreeing with the last message.. stop stereotyping guys. lol. not everyone is going to make dirty jokes or try to hold your hand. the biggest thing you should look for is respect, and that he is nice to you. cause really, other than that, what else can you want from a guy at the beginning...?

• I think if a guy likes you he'll be touchy-feely or he'll like keep "accidentally" bumping into you just to touch you.

• I also think a guy will play stupid when he's around you looking like a fool but he just really wants to impress you.

• Guys will also act hard when there around a girl they like or over protective of you.

• you'll know that a guy likes if he starts following you wherever you go and always making eye contact

• he'll find any way possible to glance at you three times a day or stare at you a lot. if you catch him in the act he might prolong the gaze(if he's not shy) and other times he'll turn away until you stop looking at him and if you look at the corner of your eyes you will find him taking another glance at you again.

• He looks at you a lot and then turns away quickly or lookin down is a good sign, he may "accidentally" bump into you. His pupils dialate when he talks to you. When you talk to him he seems to be hanging on to every word...

• you will know that a guy likes you when he loves to play with your hair and really annoys you that much... repeat those words you asked them even their not at all funny!!!

• he'll use the any excuse to touch you.. like if you're wearing a necklace he'll move closer and grab it to "look at the necklace" or he'll play with a tie on your shirt or a ring.. anything to get close to you

• he play fights with you

• when he's talking to you he'll touch your arm or put his hand on your shoulder

• he always makes eye contact with you.. even when you're not talking he'll just look at you and smile.. and he can't stop smiling

• he says stupid things to keep the conversation going

• he'll tease you playfully

• if you're going to the movies he'll choose a scary movie over a comedy or anything else.. scary movies are an excuse to cuddle :p

• One sure fire that you can tell if a guy likes you or not is. If you are in a bad mood he will try anyhing to make you smile. Also he will try and get close to you even when you are crowds away. Or at least he will try and catch your eye.

• I've found out that if a guy likes you, he'll act nervous around you sometimes or always try to be around you.

• he might act slightly jealous when you're talking to or about another guy...and then he'll want to know ALL about him so he can try and work out if he's got competition. and i agree with the whole teasing and play fighting thing, and if he accidentally hurts your or annoys you he'll be really sorry and use it as and excuse to get a hug, lol. overall, he'll be nice to you and make you feel good :)

• I think one of the ways that guys do show us they like us is... to be mean to us.. you know like they did in grade school. I have a guy right now that is sooooo arguemenative with me, just for no reason. Just to argue... He comes over to me at work and picks at me, for no reason. He is always looking at me. I will look at him, he will look at me, then smile. He is just one of those guys that is just like a little kid. PICK and be MEAN. Several people have said if they didn't know better they would swear we were married!!! We fight like an old married couple. He says I frusterate him, and vise versa. Its crazy! But I know he likes me. He just can't admit it. Some guys are that way, you know if he likes you if he throws rocks at you... LOL or pulls your hair, LOL anyway. Thats just one way to tell...

• if he says 'hi' to you, multiple times, and its just to get your atention. he enjoys you looking at him.

• Guys will find any excuse to touch you. Like if they point at something in the distance they will grab your arm. They also pretend to fight with you by pushing you or teasing you. If the guy makes you upset, he will comfort you and try to get a hug out of it (again, physical contact). If a guy likes you he will always look you in your eyes and find any reason to talk to you even if the subject is silly.

• i think he likes you if he comes up and talks to you even though he doesn't sit with you alsomt evryday. and when your in a group his attention is almost always on you(example: he says hi 2 you first then 2 evryone else or he doesn't even say ot to them! or he realizes that he's been focusing all his attention on you and then quickly says something to someelse to try and cover it up.)

• Another sign is being mean (yep) this could be comments about your height,age,hair etc. example you could be short so he might make mean comments about it. or playful mean like a water fight or something .

• touching; if he touches you he might try and make up some lame excuse to do so . or he might not he might stand extra close to you and lean on you and kind of bump shoulders with you, of course you don't mind lol when its just the 2 of you you can have a good conversation if you just feel relaxed around him its a good sign and finally looking at you then smiling/turning away quick is a good sign.

• Signs that a guy likes you is that yes, they make a lot of eye contact and usually will not turn their head when you look at them to create that crazy feeling smile between you too. I think a guy trys several different ways to say they like you if they don't know which way to apporach you from. My guy friend and I are always at a loss for words, we know each other well and we have been there and done that several years ago. Take it slow don't rush.. these are the best part of falling in love!! "The Signs" But don't go to slow they may run away casue your not bitting back.

• If a guy really likes you he will gaze at you until you look his way, and then he'll either quickly turn away or smile at you(it depends on whether he's shy or not). Also, he'll always be looking for excuses to get closer to you or be where you are. It'll be pretty obvious. Trust me, you'll know if he likes you.

• NOT EVERY GUY IS THE SAME. EVERYONE HAS DIFF WAYS OF SHOWING HIS FEELINGS. one might fetch things for you, carry things for u, sit with you at lunch, laugh at your jokes. My ADVICE: if you are a girl, you KNOW if a guy lieks you or not. DONT MAKE A PRO-CON LIST out of it.

• I know, this is stereotypical, but DONT EVER ASK A GUY OUT!!!... let him know you like him, but DONT ASK HIM OUT. that gives him waaayyy too much of an EGO BOOST. let him know what you feel,a nd let HIM take it from there.. I know this helps.. AND PLS.. don't change for a guy. worst thing you can DO. same with guys: don't change for sm dumb girl.

• When there is a crowd of his friends or people around you he will wait until everyone leaves or he will hesitate to leave until he gets you on your own so he can talk to you. Also eye contact is a big clue. He'll be really nice to you or compliment you.

• I think you know when a guy likes you when he stares at you from across the lunch room and when you look at him he quickly turns his head . Also when your sitting right beside him in homeroom and he purposely moves his arm so it is right up next to yours and dose'nt move it away .you defenetly know when you drop stuff in the hallway and he always picks it up for you .

• You can never know for sure. Take a chance, ask if they do or ask them out, and if they say "No", what's the worst that coudld happen!?!? (thanks to my friend Ker for that one). If your like me, you'll come up with some story about how you'll be living in a shack with thousands of cats by the age of 21. But in reality, everyone has let downs from time to time. Just think, if he says "Yes", aren't the pros that come along with the little word worth the risk?

• I don't really have anything to add that hasn't already been covered..but if a guy is shy, he will try to be near you, but wait for you to say something before he has the courage to talk. He might seem visibly nervous. With some guys, you can tell. With the other less obvious ones, the biggest sign is usually that they'll do something for you even if you're just joking around about it. But hey- that's just from my own experience.

• I think the most abious thing is that he will look at you alot and he'll try to be around you as much as possible. Just give it time love sweet girl!!=).

• when guys are around you and you dont really know they like you,they will ask for hugs or high fives.they will some times make nasty jokes that invole you in it..:o (if you know what i meen)but they are always trying to be funny around you.they always look for you after school or befor of even during.

• Boys are so honest well if ur me but the guy I like is so so so honest.and I really really like him but his way of showing he likes is that if you write a note and ask him do u like me he will write maybe maybe so i ask him again he says yea so i feel cool so really why dont u JUST ASK HIM and he will apreciate ur honesty and if he likes u he likes u but there is a guy just for u!!!

• a guy likes you if he notices alot of things about you like your outfits,hair,jewlrey etc.

• He'll ask for your number.....

• He will stand really close and tall when he is talking to you.......

• If a guy likes you, he will show interests in your interests. He will not compliment you to your face as much as he does to your friends. He will always want you to make the first move - believe me i know this from past experience. I, too would never ask a guy out but i do think that all you lasses have to be abit bold and daring and put yourself out there. Show your true worth...by showing a bit of self confidence ..in turn, he will become confident enough to ask you out.

• The king of all signs is that a guy will worry about you so much when your ill. He will always ask about you and make sure you get well soon.

• I think if you tell a guy you like him and he says he just likes you as a friend then that could mean two things. 1.He could just be shy or surprised and not want to admit it, because he's embarrased or another reason like that. One way to tell is that he stills sometimes hangs around you. He may joke around and say -/+ things about himself. That means he just wants to impress you or get your attention. 2.He could really NOT like you. If you really think this so, you'll most likely know. He won't pay much attention to you. He may say hi a few times, but he may also be friendly but not over friendly.

• All guys are different and you never know what they are thinking. Guys are strange and absurb, but follow your heart and you may find Mr.Right.

• If he likes you, then he gives you special attention, being totally oblivious to everyone else in the room. U feel like the only person in the world that matters. when u talk, he just gazes into ur eyes..takes special interest in you & your little matters, also gives u utmost respect, looks at you after everything he says to see how u react, and when u look at him, he looks away smiling.he'll try to show off his physical strength, by lifting something or someone heavy, and then looks at you to see if he's impressed you. also, he'll try to defend you when someone makes fun of you.

• Listen to ur instinct.. You'll just know if he likes you.

• A guy does NOT like you if he is mean to you. I dont mean like, making jokes about your height or something like that, Im talking MEAN.....he definetly does not like you. Because in my opinion it is rude, disrespectful and definetly immature!!

• ok this coming from a guy, look for these signs. trying to make jokes. protecting you alot. trying to make you happy while your sad. holding on to you not in a sexually way but like raping his arms around you. smiling at you alot. and the last but biggest one is if he really likes you hell give you a lot of respect. but all guys aren't the same keep that in mind.

Bettering Yourself

Creating goals that will lead you to realize your vision is an important step in professional development. Here are some tips on creating goals for yourself and your team:

• Determine your vision and document it.
• Outline steps that will help you realize your vision.
• Make each of those steps goals that are measurable and attainable.
• Evaluate your vision as you reach each goal.

"The journey of a thousand miles begins with a vision."

Semi-vegetarian diets

Semi-vegetarian diets are diets that primarily consist of vegetarian foods, but make exceptions for some non-vegetarian foods. These diets may be followed by those who choose to reduce the amount of animal flesh consumed, or sometimes as a way of transitioning to a vegetarian diet. These terms are neologisms based on the word "vegetarian". They may be regarded with contention by strict vegetarians, as they conflate terms for vegetarian and non-vegetarian diets.

• Semi-vegetarianism — A diet in which the only animal flesh consumed is seafood and/or poultry, in limited amounts.

Photography

I love memories and I also love to capture memories. The digital camera I have now is the Canon 360. It's a ok camera for my first one but I am looking for a more professional camera. I am liking the Canon EOS 40D SLR Digital Camera with Canon 28-135mm Lens. It's a kit. Even though I have not mastered the one I have now.

Once I get this camera I want to start taking pictureas to get a feel for it. I am going to be taking photography classes to know everything I need to know about photography. I want to do this as a hobby and if I do get rally good I may want to turn it into a career. I also want to practice on family, Maybe give them free photographs as I learn.

Before this can happen I want to become a Massage Therapist.This is my # 1 love and I will see if it is for me.

My Degree

I figured out that I need 5 more classes to get my Associate of Arts Degree which if I take a class this summer and that will leave me to have 4 more. I am taking the classes I need for my degree and then I will take the elective after all my other ones. The last time I took a class was back in 2004 that is a long time, I am hoping to be done by 2010 then in 2010 I will have another 2 years to become a Massage Therapist. I an so focused and I will achieve all my goals. I will also be taking some Photography classes and Web Design classes. I am excited to know that I know what I need to get my degree.

Careers

I have my weigh in tomorrow and I am dreading it. I don't think I lost anything but I will have to wait and see what the scale will say. I have been thinking what I want to do for the rest of my life. I am interested in Massage Therapy. I love to massage people and make them feel good. I want to become a part time photographer. I love taking pictures and capturing memories. Recently I would love to design websites for people. It is a lot of fun and a lot of hard work.

I was thinking that I can start of by taking Nature pics and then family pics and see from there if I wnat ot get a job with a photograph weddings.

My eating Habits

From my previous past I told you the things I don't eat. Well there is a few more things I have stopped eating such as bacon and sausage. It's not that I can't eat it it just that I don't want to eat it. It' s a few more calories I can avoid.

I am taking baby steps into changing my life and I can't wait till this sticks.

My Dreams

There is so much I want to achieve in my life. I want to become a Massage Therapist, become a part-time photographer, and also learn how to develop a website. I know I can go to school for all of these. But first I have to get a job and save money to get a car.

I am determined to succeed and I will one day. As of right now my life isn't where I want it to be. I am making major changes in all aspects in my life. From changing the way I look to hair to wearing making up on a daily basics and also my clothes. Besides all of these. I have am having a different outlook in life as you can see from my last post.

I was watching TV and Ch 7 had a brief showing of the Specs Howard School of Broadcasting. I am not interested in radio or TV but they have a new program in Web design. I am thinking about going there rather than the college I attend. I am going back to Macomb to finish my degree in Associate of Arts. I have a few more classes and once I start something I have to finish it.

I got this quote from the Specs Howard website. It is from a past student that is now really successful. He owns his one DJ. Videography company called Mike Staff Productions. This is what he said: Don't just e-mail your resume and hope for the best. Pursue your dream job. This means to relentlessly follow up on job leads and dedicate yourself to building relationships. Don't take "No" as meaning "never" but rather "not right now". Do something EVERY DAY in pursuit of a job. I'm convinced that the only way to fail in this business is to give up….so don't give up! Give yourself some time to succeed.

I will be reading this on a daily basics for inspiration.

Thinking about going Vegan or Vegetarian

A few weeks back I saw a show on the BBC called You are what you eat. They showed what is in hot dogs and I am never eating a hot dog again ever since I seen what they put in it. I don't eat cute animals like rabbit,dear, duck, and veal. (baby cow) and also creepy things like snails and mussels eww. Anyways, I was watching the Janice Dickinson Modeling Project a few days ago and they had a person from the organization Peta (People for the Ethical Treatment of Animals). They showed a video of how they torture the animals. I am a animal lover and after watching this video on their website I was almost in tears. I do not wear fur or use products that are used on animals. That is JUST PLAN CRUEL.I am thinking about the next step by not eating them. It's gonna take a lot of hard work researching and trying then trying this out cause I love my chicken and I just gotta learn to eat vegan or vegetarian.

This is a part of my change and it will take time to get used to.

Information: What is a Vegetarian?
There are several categories of vegetarians, all of whom avoid meat and/or animal products. The vegan or total vegetarian diet includes only foods from plants: fruits, vegetables, legumes (dried beans and peas), grains, seeds, and nuts. The lactovegetarian diet includes plant foods plus cheese and other dairy products. The ovo-lactovegetarian (or lacto-ovovege-tarian) diet also includes eggs. Semi-vegetarians do not eat red meat but include chicken and fish with plant foods, dairy products, and eggs.


What is a Vegan?
Vegans do not eat meat of any kind and also do not eat eggs, dairy products, or processed foods containing these or other animal-derived ingredients such as gelatin. Many vegans also refrain from eating foods that are made using animal products that may not contain animal products in the finished process, such as sugar and some wines. Although there is some debate as to whether certain foods, such as honey, fit into a vegan diet, if you are cooking for other vegans, it is best to err on the side of caution and avoid using these foods.

I need a change

I was hanging up my clothes in my closet and I realize that I am in need of a makeover. I am starting to wear make-up for no reason on a regular day and now my clothes have got to change. I don't know what kind of change I want to take on but all I know it's about time I do this.

Going back to School

I have decided that I am going back to School. I would like to get my Associate of Arts Degree and I have look back on my Colleges website to refresh the courses that I need and more that I am interested in. I haven't been back since 2004 and I don't have many years to go. I take 2 classes a semester and I might go back this coming fall but I am not too sure cause I would like to go to California and visit my sister cause I haven't been to Cali in a long time and I am due for a visit. Anyways, I am back to my mind focus on my education. Once I start something I have to finish it. No matter how long it will take me. I am also taking classes in Management, Photography, and Website Design. It's something I am interested in and it's great to know. I think they will be fun classes cause it's something I am interested in taking.

I still have to get a stable job and a car. I also still want to go to Massage school but that will have to wait until I am able to attend classes.

My website is going good. I am putting a lot more information on it. I also changed the layout and I put a scroll down box and put outside links on them. I put some pictures that I found on photobucket that I wanted to jazz up my site.

Changes

I have been working really hard on my website. I have changed a lot to it. I deleted some pages that were unnecessary and put them in a drop down bar on the main page. It's still a work in progress cause I keep on adding on to it. There is so much more that I can't put on cause I need to do more research on all my pages.

First day of Lent

It's the first day of lent and I don't know what to give up. I never really gave up anything before but I am gonna try this year and see how it goes. I wanted to give up cheese and all carbs but I will see how that goes. I can go with out cheese but my carb intake will have to do. I am going to limit myself though. I know that when you give up cheese and all carbs you will lose a lot of weight.

My 8 cups of water a day is working out good. I am drinking that and I feel so much better. I have also created another website for living a healthy lifestyle.

I just added 2 more pages to my wedding vendors site. I might give that site a rest and focus on my new website. I can't believe that having a website is so much work but having the 3 of them that I really enjoy updating. I am hoping to have a real professional one once I learn HTML and all that I need to know how to build my own website.

The Small Steps: My Changes

I am changing little by little. I have a long way but I know I can do this with these small little steps that lead to big changes in the end. I am drinking 1% Milk rather than 2%. I love my cheese so in the past I bought veggie cheese and when I did that I lost 7 lbs. I guess the little changes really do make a difference. I am gonna go back to that.

I don't drink diet pop that often cause it blots me and it is said that it reins your diet. The more diet pop you drink the more water you have to drink. By drinking more water I feel more refreshed and cleansed. Not to mention what it does for your insides. I don't have to mention that casuse you probably know what I am taking about.

No matter how many times I have fallen off the diet wagon I get right back up. I am never giving up until I lose all this weight and be at a weight I am comfortable with. Also I have a lot of support though Sparkpeple and a friend that is going through the same thing I am.

Now my next small change I have to do is when my new gym opens up. I have to go to the gym more often about 4 days a week for 30 to 40 minutes.

Weight Loss Devices

I am watching the View now and they gave away a MIO watch. Which helps with weight loss. It tracks how many calories you burn. If you burn 3500 calories that equals to a 1 lb weight loss it also tracks your heart rate to see if you are in your target heart rate that you are burning fat. I do want that watch it's a lot of in one. Check out their website for more information.

I also watch The Biggest Loser and they have a weight loss device that they wear called the bodybugg armband. Here is the product description: bodybugg® takes the guesswork out of weight loss by monitoring your calorie expenditure and consumption using the most sophisticated consumer body monitoring capabilities available on the market today. You always know when you need to move more or eat less. In studies comparing calorie expenditure measurements from the bodybugg® device to calorie expenditure measurements in a metabolic chamber (the "gold standard" of calorie expenditure measurement), the bodybugg® achieved average accuracy rates of 92%.

• it's easy- just manage your average daily caloric deficit number.
• it's flexible- eat what you want when you want. workout on your own terms
• it's personal- no more guessing. you determine how many calories you want to burn to reach your goal
• Includes a three month subscription to the bodybugg web program.

I am up for anything that will help me in my weight loss.

My Website

If you want you can check out my website at http://detroitthemotorcity.googlepages.com it's still a work in progress but it's getting to where I want it. This website is about the city of Detroit Michigan and beyond. There are helpful links about the city, to where to eat and what to see and more. Also my new link is for Metro Detroit Brides I made it to help them in their wedding planning. I will be posting another page on some planning ideas but that will be in the near future.

I also have another blog that I write in that I have for my website. The link to that is on the website.

We got hit BAD!!!

I don't know why little things bother me but they do. I have to stop worrying about something so stupid. I hope to see my cousins this weekend. I am a lot better. Anyways. Yesterday I bought the Christina Aguilera Back to Basics Tour DVD. It's AWESOME!!! I am gonna watch it again. I also bought Jeff Dunham's Spark of Insanity DVD, that guy is so funny.

Today we just got hit with a BAD snow storm. I also had to go in it. SHIT this is why I HATE MICHIGAN in the winter time and I want to move someplace warm like my sisters.

Update on my websites

I haven’t written in here in a while and I wanted to give you a update on my website progress. It’s getting to be a better site. I added a new page to it called wedding vendors. I am writing my reviews and then I will be promoting my site when I am done with that part.

My new Link is to provide helpful feedback on vendors that past brides have had a good or bad experience with. I am hoping that it will help many Brides-2-be in planning for their wedding.

If you are wondering why I put this link and I have never been married before or nor am I dating anyone. I am a wedding fanatic and I have been to many wedding in the past from family, friends of the family, and my friends. I have a lot of cousins so that equals to a lot. I can’t even count how many I have been to. I know a good wedding from a bad wedding.